I am forcing myself to write this post.
I have to admitt I am struggling with training for my mud run.
I am not losing weight. This is really making me question myself.
I am still exercising. Maybe not as hard or as much as I should but some days I surprise myself by how much I do.
One day reciently...I got up and walked/ran. I took Scooby (16 weeks old now) for a bike ride because I can't run fast enough for him. I went for a walk with one son. I played tennis with by other son.
So I am active.
I have been really good with what I eat. There was one bad, bad week. But I have turned it around. I am eating good and tracking my calories.
But it is a very hard journey. I am constantly questioning if I can do the mud run. I so want to turn tail and run the other direction. It would be easy. I think my sister would rather not do it. There are so many paths between now and the mud run. Each path has an escape route. So far I haven't taken any of them. That's all I can say.
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